I was doomed to a life of second best and I knew it, knew that as long as I lived there would never be another woman who would make me feel the way she did. My heart was already tangled up with that one for all that nothing would ever come of it. I’d made up my mind a long time ago after the first time she’d zapped me, that I would never get married it wouldn’t be fair. If anyone else noticed that those were the only years my dating life had been quiet, no one was saying. I’m not proud of it, but what else was I supposed to do? I know what she thinks of me, what most of the town probably thinks, but the only peace I’d had since moving here was the time she’d been away at college. I’ve fucked my way through half the county trying to exorcise her from my mind. That I would much rather spend all my nights buried inside one copper haired hellion.
But the irony of it was, she had no idea that she was the cause of that. Women I knew would be able to handle my brand of love ‘em and leave ‘em style. She was right I do have a reputation for going after women of a certain caliber. I like my women a little on the raw side. For one she would never be able to keep up with me. It wasn’t only because of my respect for her dad it’s just…too many things. But was I what was right for her? I know it was a fucked up way to think after I’d already taken her innocence and I felt like a bastard for even going there, but was any of this what she needed? That was the one fact that kept going through my head over and over again. I tried reminding myself of all the reasons the two of us were a bad idea, but somehow tonight, with the taste of her still fresh on my tongue and burnt into memory, I wasn’t having much luck. Now that the smoke had cleared I saw all the reasons why I shouldn’t have taken her. How could I have been so stupid so careless with her? I shouldn’t have taken her now when she was so vulnerable.
Her daddy finally came and got her after I’d cleaned her up, but even with her gone the feelings were still there. Well fuck, what now? I moved around my house like a blind man. I didn’t need to say anything, she knew what was going on knew that something had changed, had shifted between us, and things would never be the same again. I grabbed her up from the mattress and held her close against my heart. When we were both back to normal and I could breathe again, the enormity of what we’d just shared hit me. And when my balls tightened and shrunk back against my body, I didn’t think twice about emptying my seed inside her, not the way I’ve always been careful not to all my life with any other. When I felt her tighten around me and her liquid heat scorched the skin of my cock, I felt like I’d accomplished something amazing.
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